Well……….. Here I am.
Feeling alone and sad.
My name is Josheen. I am
twenty-four years old. Single. Living in a small town and working with a small
manufacturing firm. My parents were dead now. I have my sister and she is
married now and settled in U.K and doing well. I am good terms with them and I
am the youngest person in our family. My body is average built and not
athletic. And I am a shy person too. This is all about me. Now, I am telling you about
something happened in my too short life. And I am living the memories of
that…………….
It happened about ten
years before…………………………
Then I was fourteen years
old and living in a small state called Kerala in India. Oh…. I am sorry to say
that am an Indian. I am an Anglo Indian living with my family where our small
community lived. None other than our community lived there. My father was
running a small business. I was studying the school which was running by our
community church. I look like my Anglican side of ancestors.
My mother was a teacher
where I was studying. My sister was doing the college. I don’t like the games
which wants hard work with my body. I like chess and I am in the artistic side.
When there was a drama playing in school; I always get a part. My mother like
my artistic side and always encouraged me.
Ok. Now to my story…………..
In my neighborhood, there
a house was empty more than I ever remember. It was the Taylor’s. They are left
India and settled in Canada. They left before I was born and never came back.
There was a rumor spread in the children that the house is haunted.
One day I was walking to
my house from after school……….. I came near this particular house. I saw there
a mini truck parked. I approach nearer the house and saw that the gate was open
and some people are doing the cleaning work on the yard and in the house.
I walked fast……….. I
never asked or stay near strangers because I am shy of them……
I pressed my finger on
the bell switch and heard the musical chime…
“Oh……. You are early
today…………!” It was our servant
Mina. She is from other side of the village and not from our community.
My father will be home after
8 pm and mother will be late because there is a meeting in the school. Sister will be home after 5 pm. So I am
the whole owner of the house for some time.
“Yeah……” I said and go to
my room upstairs and drop the bag on table. Then changed into a half trouser
and T shirt. I looked into the mirror on my cupboard door. Nothing is exciting
there. Same blue eyes staring to me. pale white skin. Brown
hair. I checked the space between my nose and lip. No changes. The hairs didn’t come. Some of my
friends have a pale black line appearing there.
And there is a little
bulge where my trousers zipper is closed. I blushed and remember what my friend
John said. He said that our testicles are lowered now and will be hairs growing
there………. I checked today morning when I am bathing. But no hairs there ……….. Some
little small pale brown hairs which is too short… when I said about this to
John he said that perhaps I would wait for one or two month. No problem there. I am only
starting my fourteen… I will wait.
And …………... “Josh” it’s Mina.
“Coming……….” I said. One
last look of me in the mirror turned down to the kitchen.
“What’s going on there
that empty house…?” I asked as taking some biscuits and eating them.
“They are cleaning and
airing the house. The Taylors are coming to stay there.”
“Oh…….” I said as
thinking about the immediate neighbor we are going to have and if I will make
some friends if there is some boy near my age.
“Jessica, her elder son
and his grandmother is coming. David and their younger children are not
coming”. She informed me.
“I am going outside.” I
told her and left the house for the Taylors’ house. I look some time for their work and returned. Mother and my sister Emily is there.
“Where were you Josh?” my
mother asked.
“Taylors’ house” I
replied.
“Yes”. Mother said. “Now
they are coming after sixteen years but only Jessica, Mary and Chris is
coming.”
“Who is Mary”? “David’s mother.” Mom wants to say
something more but changed her mind. I excused them and went to my room. I
opened my school bag and start to do some home work.
Someone knocked my door
later and opened it.
“Josh, do you remember
Jess aunty?” It was my sister.
“No, because I didn’t
born when they were here”. I replied.
“Yeah, I forget. She was
good. Grandma too. But Chris was a naughty child then. Very fat too…. He is one
year older than me. We didn’t get well.”
So Chris is twenty now. I
see in my mind a very big balloon having to burst and that is Chris. No hope
for friends. He is a grown boy.
I said,” both of you can
make up now” and we both giggled.
Mother called then us for
dinner. It was 8.30 then. Father came and Mina gone. Dad, mom and Emily were
speaking about Taylors’. They are very excited. Now I have complete information
about them. David uncle and the younger girls are not coming but aunty, grandma
and Chris is, because Chris wants to do some research in our community here. At
least two years they would be here. They will be coming tomorrow after noon.
After watching TV
sometime I said goodnight and go to sleep. In my room I locked the door and start
to undress. I am not shy on my own but in front of others. Removing T shirt and
trousers I stand in my underwear and looking the image on mirror. I am not fat.
An average fourteen years body. About five foot two inch. Not that bad. I look into my body, hairless, smooth and I peel off my
underwear. John is right. May balls are lowered. My cock is semi hard now. I
touch my cock and slowly pressed it. A tingle ran through my body. It was hardening. I pressed my foreskin
back and saw some white thing on the head of my cock. I took my underwear and cleaned
it. My cock was hard now. My breath was faster and I start to move my foreskin
back and forth. I feel an unbearable pleasure doing that. Now I was panting and
suddenly I can’t do the movement. My body was shivering and my cock was jerking
now. I was feeling to piss but something was out from my cock. Shit. I think I pissed in front of the
mirror. I didn’t see urine but saw two or three semi white drops. I touch it
with my finger and know it was my semen coming first time from my cock. I feel
very proud.
I lay on my bed thinking
about me. Now it’s a wonderful thing. I didn’t have any pubic hairs but I start
to produce semen. Slowly I fell into sleep.
I walk to home from
school slowly.
I completely forget about
the Taylors’ so when I reached near our house and saw some people unloading; I
wondered what happening. Then I remembered the Taylors. I ran to my house and
pressed the door bell urgently. Mina opened.
I ran the stairs up to my
room and throw the bag on the table. Hurriedly I peel of my cloths and changed
into my routine half trouser and T shirt. And ran down to the door out side.
“Hey Josh, have
something” Mina called.
“Later”………. I yelled to
her. I want to see my neighbors I never see but everyone else in our house had.
Unloading is complete now
and they are taking the goods into the house. I saw two or three workers from
the transport company and one giving instructions to them. One old woman,
obviously grandma Mary and Aunt Jess is standing the steps to the house.
No fat Chris.
I approach to the women
shyly.
“Good evening
…………umm..Aunty!”
“Good evening.. Who…” she
turned to me and stopped. “Oh, you are Maggie’s son. I know because you are a
carbon copy of her. Only you are a boy. Where is Emily? And your mom and dad”?
“Emily is studying in
college and will come after five o’clock. Mom will be soon and dad after eight.” I replied shyly.
You are a very beautiful
boy.” Said Grandma Mary.
I thank her and starting
to ask where is Chris then some called.
“Hey kid, will you please
come here?” I turned to the one who are instructing the workers.
“Can you take this to the
house?” He asked when I reached
near him. He handed me two small bags and take two big bags for him and start
to walk. I followed him to the house. We entered the house and he placed the
bags near sofa and said do me so. When I did he pointed his had to me and said,
“I am Chris…..”
My mouth fell open and I
stared him. So….. This is the fat ugly Chris!
He looks at my face and frowned. What a stupid am I! I shut my mouth
suddenly and shyly took his hand. “Josh” I said.
He smiled and said, “So
they told me about you...” “You are looking for Fat Chris”.
Suddenly I blushed and
said. “I have to go………. Mother is home now”.
“Ok, see you later”. I start to walk and on the way said bye
to the ladies. I am thinking about Chris. He is very good looking. Clean shaved and wearing jeans and T
shirt. His body is athletic because I saw his muscled biceps. His hair is black
and his color is olive like a Latino. Brown eyes have some naughtiness in them.
I thought he is about six feet four inch tall. Vow, in his twenties he is a
grown man to me. He is very handsome.
So, I thought sadly, if
he is my age we will be friends. But no hope now.