We heard
the clock struck two ‘o clock. We were lying facing each other and holding each
other in our arms. We are whispering and the rain continued with us.
“How did
you know that trick?” Chris asked me.
“What
trick?” I looked him blank. He was blushing and smiled shyly. He looked more
beautiful when he is blushing.
“That….
that…” he stammered. He released his hand from me and takes mine. He lowered
both our hand between us placed my fingers under the area of his balls. His
face became red. I was looking him curiously because he is doing it very boldly
and shy to speak of it.
“Oh
that...” I said and he nodded. “I learnt from John as he told me his and
Daniel’s action. Daniel taught him to do that.” I said coolly. I have begun
bold.
“John and
Daniel.” Chris looks shocked. “They are doing it in the woods….so, that’s why
you are furious when you knew about I went with John to the woods!” He said in
a thoughtful voice.
“But I
didn’t do anything in the woods with John.” He said. “Tell me about them.”
So I told
him about John and Daniel but didn’t tell about Luke and Frank. It’s my secret.
When we slept we don’t knew. When I woke Chris holding me to him and awake.
“It’s
nine. “ He said.
Rain
didn’t stop. Someone is knocking the door and called, “Chris…” its aunt.
“A second
mom...” Chris said and get up from the bed quickly. He searched the cloths
where we threw them last night. He picked them and pushed under the blanket I
was covering myself and take another sheet form the wall shelf and put over his
head to hide his sticking hair and wrapped around his body. Then he pulled the
blanket over my head and with quick steps reached the door and opened it.
“How’s
Josh?” Aunt enquired.
“Sleeping….mom.
He slept late” Chris said. “He had headache and I gave him the tablet. He is
tired.”
“Poor
lad….” Aunt was saying, “Tom was here. I told him you both were sleeping.”
“Tell
uncle when Jo woke from his sleep I take him to there. Jo needs some rest mom.”
Chris said and takes the coffee cups from her.
“I told
him.” aunt said, “its Chris’ responsibility to take care of Jo because you gave
him this sickness. Poor Jo... He was only helping you to get well...”
“I know
mom…” Chris said in a significant voice but aunt didn’t understand. After aunt
left Chris locked the door and came to table and put the cups on table. He
dropped the bed sheet down to the chair and called me, “coffee… dear”
I pulled
down the blanket from my face and nodded. We looked each other as drinking
coffee and then away. We both were smiling but shy to look each other.
Finishing the coffee I lay down because I was really tired. Chris gets inside
the blanket with me and turned me to him. He was shy but his eyes were
twinkling. He takes my hand over to hardened cock and patted softly his cock.
“You
heard what mom said.” He said softly. “Now you are my responsibility.”
I smiled
shyly.
“So, how
about a morning snack?” he asked.
I nodded
and helped him to climb on top of me and tightened my hands around him as he
moved slowly then faster.
We were
madly in love. We met each day and if have the chance made love. Chris was
resistant to try that as we did that night because he is frightened that he
would hurt me. But I was always made him to do. We were in a paradise built for
us. I and John met school that day after. I came with mom because she is afraid
to send me alone. I was ill for the last two days. So, I went with her.
I didn’t
keep bitterness for John because Chris told me. We are grateful for John
because it was he who gets us closer to closest. He looked sad and seems to
thinking. He stayed this pose whole day. On the way to home after school he
closed his umbrella and climb in with me. He busted out his thoughts.
“Josh,
you know…. I told a lie.” he declared.
“That’s
not news.” I replied. “Say some interesting.”
“It’s
about you and Steve.” He was in his rhythm. “Steve loves you but you not love
him. Daniel said so. I was misunderstood. I told him what I did and how you and
Chris looked then. I said him Chris was enraged at you and I and Chris went to
meet Steve and Steve said you sparks lightning in him and he is excited
whenever he sees you and you give him a harden cock when you smile or he see
you walks. I was a dumb! You never said anything about you or you never talk to
him. Chris was angry and looked like a madman. I had done a great mistake. When
I told Daniel this entire he said because Chris and you are in love and I’m the
responsible if something happens. So I had came your house to see you but turned
back because I hadn’t the strength to meet you and I was afraid.” He stopped
and looked me.
I was
looking him and wondering how he can say whole of this in a single breath.
“Is it true?”
He was looking hopefully.
I nodded
and he slapped his hands. He was excited.
“I know
that. I had seen the symptoms. But I overlooked it. “Both of your look, the
touching when no one is noticing, he is patting and slapping you between the
times, smiling to each other shyly…oh… and in the locked room. You are very smart.
You both were cleverly hide it from every one.” He looked me and was very
serious.
“Did
anyone know?”
“No.” I
said.
“Don’t
tell.” He advised. “You can trust us.”
Then he
looked me with a mischievous look, “Did you both have sex?”
I blushed
deeply. John answered the question himself. “Yes, had. Closed room and you were
sleeping. How many times?”
“We
didn’t count.” I answered.
“That
means uncountable. Good. Sex deepens the love.” He becomes a philosopher now.
Two days
after Luke’s letter came and was addressed to dad. I was anxious to read but he
didn’t write about me. Only he asked how his little baby is. Well. So much for
the brotherly love! I was furious. Everyone was teasing me about big brother
forgot me. So I keep silence but something was very heavy in my heart.
Dad
looked each of us and told that he got a letter for me and didn’t know from
whom because it addressed to me so he didn’t open it. Then he gave me the
letter. I looked both side of the envelope but the letter didn’t tell who written
it. I hoping that it was from Luke but the handwriting written the address is
not Luke’s.
“Why
didn’t you open it? Dad asked.
“Later.”
I said offhandedly and take the letter to my room. There I dropped it on the
table and start to read. I had forgotten the letter but as I was reading I keep
looking to the letter. I got curious and at last I open it. It was from Luke!
My dear
little baby,
I know when you got this letter; you are not
going to open it immediately because of the handwriting written the address.
It’s one of the talents I got. It’s just a joke. Sorry!
How are you doing my little baby? How’s you
school? Tell your friend Chris I’m envious of him. Uncle tells me you got a new
friend now and don’t have time for others. I am afraid he will take my little
baby away from his big brother or had he already taken away? God knows… I’m so
far away from my little baby. Leave a small place in your heart for this big
brother. Please..? I’m okay here doing my classes….etc…you know….
Yes, when I was in grandpas’; I slept with
Frank. You know why? Because my little baby was not there with me! Do you
remember when you were a child? You were always quarreling with Frank and
crying loudly for sleep with me whenever we are together. If I didn’t you would
cry and cry and make you ill. That’s the thing my little baby forgot but not
his big brother. I always love you more than Frank. I was expecting that you
would do the same when were together last time but you didn’t. So I had to
sleep with Frank to remember my little baby the past. Anyway my little baby is
grown now and he has new friends.
Okay. That’s complaining, ah? Sorry. That was
just a big brother’s sorrow. Forget it and keep going. Study well and always
behave yours best. This big brother’s love and blessings always you have. I
will be there at Christmas. So, keep a little place and time for me and a one
small kiss for this big brother. Would you? If you have some time for write
some words to me? I hope……!
Love you
little baby……
Yours big
brother Luke.
I was
silent for a long time. I read the letter once more and pressed it to my heart.
It was aching. I keep the letter between the books of my shelf. There no one
will see it. Luke wants to otherwise he wouldn’t write separate to me.
Then I
wrote an essay full of four foolscaps to Luke. I told him what I felt for him
and what place he have in my life and how much I love him and no one will
replace him from there even Chris. I can't write Chris is my life so I wrote
Chris is my friend and Luke is my big brother. I explained him what the
feelings I have for him and how I hate Frank is stealing my big brother from me
with his fake love.
I put the
letter in a cover and next day posted it. John was with me when I posted it and
he asked what is in the cover. I replied it is a letter for my big brother Luke
and he didn’t believe it. He said brothers didn’t write a long letter in a
thick cover like that. I said not everyone but Luke and I could.
I was busy
preparing for exams next week and Chris was in his research. But we invented
time for spending together. It was not for the sex but a kiss or touch would
enough for us. It was the love and passion we shared for each other. If we get a chance for sex we never lost
it. Aunt and grandma going to Calcutta to visit their relative and Chris is not
going with them. He said he can't waste the time and he has a lot to do. Aunt said us I should baby sit for
Chris or he would get naughty. But it would be the opposite that if I would
baby sit for him he would get naughty. I can't say that to her.
The week
was over and our exams came and after the exam holidays for one week. Three
days after our exam started the miracle happened. Our phone was alive after
dead for almost two and half months! We were sitting in the drawing room and
jess aunt and Chris was with us. They are talking and I was taking a rest from
my never-ending reading. The phone ringed and brings the bad news!
My mom’s
great uncle had died. He laws living in Bombay and the same age as the first
man appeared on the earth. He is also Emily’s god father and close to each
other. But he never liked me and me him. He had the habit of hate little boys
and I think that is because of jealousy. Mom had to go and so dad because dad
said he wouldn’t let mom go alone. Emily was howling and told us she must see
him and say goodbye and give the last kiss because he is her god father. It was
awkward position for my parents to decide because of me. I had my three exams
more to attend and so, I helped mom and dad.
I told
them they three must and should go and don’t worry about me because I’m
fourteen and will stay with Mina and can take care of me and the house. And for
the holidays I can spend the days with Chris and John. I knew the journey to
and for would take for six days by train and at least they will stay three days
with the dead man’s family.
Then Jess
Aunt made it easier for my parents to decide. She told them I would spend the
days with them and Chris is here so I wouldn’t be alone. I can stay the night
here or theirs. If I want to stay here Chris would sleep here with me. And for
the food I can eat with them. After all Chris is here alone when she and
grandma are going to Calcutta and he wants company.
So, the
problem was settled and I was delighted. Chris silent all this time but I know
he is delighted too. I had one secret reason for objection to go Bombay. I
can't live without seeing Chris and I know it was the same for him and the
reason for his silence. He was afraid I will leave him again for two weeks.
Mom
called our principal and asked leave for two days and dad called the travel
agent and arranged the tickets for their journey. They would take leave next
day for Bombay.