I picked up my clothes and ran upstairs, then showered as fast as I could. I got out, did some of the usual crap and started getting dressed. I heard the door bell ring as I was putting my shirt on. I ran downstairs and opened the door. Tommy was standing there holding some movies and a gym bag. "Hey." He said smiling. "Hey." I replied. He walked in and kissed me. He slid his tongue in my mouth and backed me up against the wall that Tanner had me cornered on not too long ago. "Fuck! I forgot to brush my teeth!" I thought. Tanners taste was still in my mouth. Tommy pulled away and smiled at me; he licked his lips and I could tell he was tasting something in his mouth. "What?" I asked, wanting to laugh but at the same time feeling bad. It was kind of arousing seeing Tommy taste Tanners cum. "What did you eat?" he asked. "Why?" I asked back. "Tastes familiar." He said. I didn't say anything; I just smiled and shook my head. Tommy and I walked into the living room and he sat on the couch. I took his bag upstairs and brushed my teeth. For some reason, I could smell Tanner on me. I sprayed a little bit of cologne on.
I went back downstairs and saw Tommy lying on the couch. I was standing at the entrance of the living room looking at him. "How could I have did what I did? Why did I do it? I told him I wouldn't talk to Tanner. How could I just give in? One day and I've already cheated on him, some boyfriend."
I walked into the living room and stood at the end of the couch. Tommy looked at me and smiled. "What are you doing?" he asked. I crawled onto the couch and laid on him. I put myself in between his legs and rested my head on his chest. He put his arms around me and held me there. I took in his scent; it was sweet and strong, like detergent and a soft cologne. He put a hand on my head then ran his fingers through my hair as he kissed it. "What's the matter?" he asked. I was quiet, and was slowly overcome with a ton of emotions, none of which I could honestly explain to Tommy. "Hey, are you okay?" he asked picking my head up and looking into my eyes. "Yeah, I missed you." I told him. "You did?" he asked with a smile. "I did." I reached up and kissed him. He pulled away and looked at me. "I missed you too." He said to me. I laid my head back down on his chest. I felt like crying.
I couldn't think of what Tanner and I had done; it hurt. "WHY?" Kept running through my head. I wanted to tell Tommy, I wanted to let everything out. I felt like it was eating me from the inside. I couldn't tell him about Tanner. I closed my eyes and gripped Tommy's shirt. I didn't want to let him go. I couldn't lose him. I hated this, I hated myself.
Tommy and I must have drifted off to sleep because the next thing I knew the phone was ringing. Tommy didn't move and he was breathing deeply. "Hard sleeper." I thought, then as I moved to get up I felt a hard object under my stomach; Tommy's cock. "Definitely hard." I smiled to my self. I grabbed the phone off the floor and looked at the caller ID; anonymous. I pushed the talk button; "Hello?" I said, noticing that my voice sounded a bit groggy. "What are you doin'?" the voice said. "Who's this?" I asked, not recognizing the male voice. "Tanner." He replied. "Oh shit." I thought to myself. "What's up?" I asked. "Nothin'. Is Thomas there?" he asked me. "Uh, yeah why?" "Just asking. I was uh, wondering if you wanted to do something tomorrow?" he said shyly. "Umm, what do you mean?" I asked him. Something, was usually sex. "I don't know, got to a movie, dinner whatever you'd like." He said. "What the hell!" I thought. "Tell him no, this has to stop." I looked over at Tommy; he was still lying there, sleeping. "Hello?" Tanner said. "Uh, I'll see. I'll call you tomorrow, okay?" I said to him. "Alright, let me know." He said as I hung the phone up. "I have to talk to him; tell him I can't do this. If I don't tell him, this'll keep on. Damnit!" I didn't know what to do.
I looked at Tommy again. "I'm sorry." I said softly to him. I closed my eyes and fought back the tears that I felt rising. I looked at the clock; it was almost eight. I leaned back against the couch. Tommy's right leg was behind me and his left was hanging off the couch. I looked down at his crotch; his dick was still hard. It was pointing up to the left. Well actually he wasn't really hard because it wasn't popping up, it seemed more to just be lying there. And too, he was a lot bigger than this. I stared down at it; excitement came over me, I couldn't resist. I reached over with my left hand and softly rubbed it. I looked up at him to see if he was feeling anything. He didn't really look like he felt me, but his dick was feeling me. I bit my lip and felt the rush of excitement. His cock was hard now and stuck out, forming a tent. I slowly leaned over and took my time gently unbuttoning his shorts, then unzipping them. The room was dark, but not much; the light from the gray sunset was coming in through the doors and the television light would occasionally cast shadows around us. I looked up at Tommy after I had brought his zipper all the way down. He was still a sleep and in the same position. I brought my attention back down to matters at hand. I parted the top of his shorts, exposing his white boxer-briefs. I slightly pulled down on his shorts and underwear, bringing then down his waist a little. His pubic line was somewhat exposed, I admired the shiny brown patch of hair that was perfectly trimmed and groomed.
I moved so that I was leaning over Tommy with my right leg on the floor and my left bent under me on the couch, holding me up. I ran my fingers over his cock and felt the contour of it through his Hilfiger's. Tommy suddenly turned his head and breathed in deeply. I paused for a moment, hoping he wasn't going to wake up soon. I was enjoying trying to please him in his total obliviousness too much. After a few moments, I resumed my actions. I pulled down his underwear; his cock slowly pushed out and popped up. When I knew that his underwear was secure and wouldn't slide back up, I scooted myself down and admired his dick. Perfectly shaped; long and straight, the same thickness all the way around up to the head, no too veiny, and almost the same color as the rest of his skin. I picked it up and stroked it, slowly and gently, enjoying the weight of it in my hand. I noticed Tommy breathe in harder as I stroked down.
I stuck my tongue out and licked from the base up to the head. I licked back down and continued licking until the underside of his dick was shiny with spit. I checked on Tommy again; I was still in the clear. I finally took his head in my mouth and sucked on it; circling it with my tongue. I moved down his cock very, very slowly. I took his cock in all the way down my throat. I have a thing with deep-throating. I left him there and started humming while massaging the underside of his shaft with my tongue. Finally, when I needed to breathe, I moved back up. Tommy's dick was left wet and hard, standing up without my help. I jacked him off, a little harder than before. I enjoyed watching my hand glide easily up and down his cock. I squeezed him a little harder with each stroke. Tommy was breathing heavy and let out little moans as he exhaled. "Is he still asleep?" I thought. I started tonguing his balls. I took each smooth nut into my mouth and continued stroking him. I felt his cock get harder. The veins were popping out a little more and there were tiny dribbles of precum on the tip. I leaned back down and started sucking his dick. This time I didn't care if he woke up. My hand was stroking the part of his cock that wasn't in my mouth. I could hear Tommy breathing; I looked up at him and saw his eyes were still closed. I sucked on his head and continued to stroke him. I felt his thigh stiffen under my left hand and his balls pulled in against his dick. A hot line of cum shot in to the back of my throat. It caught me off guard at first and I almost coughed, but I controlled myself and kept on sucking his dick. I sucked and stroked his cock until Tommy finished shooting his load. Naturally, I swallowed and then licked his softening member clean. If Tommy had woken up through my little session, he didn't make it evident.
I put Tommy's dick back in his underwear and pulled them and his shorts back up around his hips. I decided to leave his shorts undone to see what he'd say when he woke up.
I sat back on the couch; I'd never gotten a guy off in his sleep before. I mean I had started it, and then they'd wake up, but I'd never had them stay asleep. I looked over at Tommy again. He was quietly laying there, his right hand on his belly and the other behind his head. I laughed to myself; he looked so sexy. I put my hand on my thigh and moved it up towards my own dick. I was slightly hard. I squeezed my cock, making it swell up. I hadn't paid attention to myself while blowing Tommy. "Eh, save for Tommy." I decided and got up to get something to drink. It was 8:23 and I was getting hungry. "Does he still wanna order pizza?" I asked. Now I wanted him to wake up. I decided to call Aubrey. I grabbed the phone and turned on the pool light as I walked outside.
"Whatcha' doin sexy?" she asked as she answered the phone. "Nothin', waiting for Tom to wake up." I said. "Ooo, what did yall do?" she said teasingly. "We were lying on the couch together, and we fell asleep. I woke up when Tanner called." I said. I walked down to the pool and sat in a chair. "Why did Tanner call?" she asked. I stayed quiet. "What did you do?" she asked. "Aubrey I screwed up." I replied. "How?" "Tanner came over after Tommy left." I told her. "Collin, don't tell me you messed around with him?" she said nervously. "Aubrey I didn't want it to happen. I didn't invite him over. He showed up unexpected and my car was in the driveway. When I opened the door he started asking me why I called him Tommy, was there something going on between us then he came in and backed me up against the wall. He was breathing heavy and looking at me like he was gonna hurt me. I didn't know what to do so I" "Blew him!" Aubrey interrupted me. "No ass, I told him to relax and sit in the living room." "So you invited him in?" she said accusingly. "Yeah, but not to have sex! I figured I could talk to him I guess. Explain why I called him Tommy, apologize I don't know. I asked him why he was so upset and curious if there was anything going on with Tom and I, and guess what he told me?" I said. "What?" "That he likes me!" "What?" she exclaimed. "Yeah. He told me that I was the only guy he went after and the first to actually know he was gay. Then he said the only reason he came over last night was to talk to me and tell me that he liked me. I didn't know what to say." "What did you do?" she asked. "Nothing, he came over to me and told me that he wanted me then kissed me." "And you didn't stop him?" "No I didn't. It wasn't till he was on top of me that I realized what I was doing. Then when I tried to push him off, he got more aggressive. And you know how I deal with aggressive." I said. "Mm hmm, not well. You my friend are a flimsy bitch. So did yall go all the way?" she asked. "Yeah." I sighed. "And the worst thing is that Tommy called while we were doing the do. He heard Tanner moan, and when he asked what that was, I told him it was the TV. Then I turned around and covered Tanner's mouth."
"Oh my God. I can't believe you. How long have you and Thomas been together?" Aubrey asked. "I know! Aub, I don't know what to do. I want tell Tommy, I want to just I don't know. I'm scared of losing him. I was lying on top of him and he was holding me, and I felt so scared. I mean, I wanted to cry!" I told her. "Cry? You? You really do like him, don't you?" she asked. "I do! But I mean, how could I be with Tanner when I have Tommy? I'm so stupid." I said, more to myself than to Aubrey. "But why did Tanner call today?" she asked. "God cause he wants to do something tomorrow. Actually do something! Like a movie or dinner Tanner of all people. I told him I would call him." I said. I looked over to the doors at the patio. The light inside the house was still off; Tommy must still be asleep. "And why are you going to call him?" "To tell him that this has to stop. I can't do this to Tommy. And I have to do it over the phone because I don't want to end up doing something else with him." "What are you gonna tell him?" she said. "I don't know something, anything. As long it keeps him away from me. I can't tell him about Tommy, he'll gethe'll kill me."
"Well, just tell him that you're getting involved with someone else." She suggested. "Who?" I asked. "Someone that will go along with it and that Tommy won't have a problem with. I know, ask Kyle." She said. "I don't really know Kyle and neither does Tommy. Is he even gay?" I asked. "Well, I know he's did stuff before and he thinks you're cool." "Then why don't you talk to him for me. Just make sure he knows it's a pretend thing." I told her. "Don't worry, I'll carefully explain everything. I'm sure he'll go along." "Thanks Aubrey." I said. "Sweetie don't worry, we'll get that big, mean, sexy Tanner of your ass." She teased. "I'll call you after I talk to Kyle, and you have to tell Thomas. Okay?" she said. "I will. Bye Aub." I said and hung the phone.
I laid back in the chair and looked up at the sky. There were big gray clouds visible, even in the dark. I saw a streak of lighting flash across, followed by soft thunder. I loved it when it rained. I breathed in; the smell of rain was all over the air. I sat up and looked at the pool. The water was calm and still. Except for the lightning and thunder, it was perfect swimming weather. The humidity was already making my shirt stick to me. I got up and took it off, then followed with my shorts and underwear. I stood naked by the pool, trying to decide if I should just dive in or slowly get in. I stepped back and dove in. The water was cool against my body. I came up to the surface and slowly swam to the shallow end of the pool. I wiped the water off my face and looked towards the house. "When is this fucker gonna wake up?" I asked. I walked to the wall of the pool and swam across to the deep end. I followed with a few more laps. I was back in the shallow end when I was through with the last lap. Again I wiped the water off my face and the turned around. Tommy was standing at the edge of the pool. I looked up at him. "You're up." I said, breathing heavy. I looked him over, his shorts were still undone.
He looked back at me; he seemed so big standing there. His arms were at his side, his shoulders back and his waist pushed forward, making the bulge in his shorts stick out. Slowly, without breaking his gaze or saying anything, he reached back and pulled his shirt off. Then he put his hands on his side and pushed his shorts down, letting them fall to his ankles. He stepped out of them and flung them to the right with his foot. "Oh God!" I thought to myself. I wanted him so bad right now. Tommy put his thumbs inside the band of his underwear and pulled them down as he bent over. Once they were off, he wadded them up and threw them to the side with the rest of his clothes. We stared at each other as he walked over to the stairs of the pool and came down. He made his way over to me as the water washed around his hips. "Mmm." Was all I was thinking. Tommy stood in front of me, his green eyes still holding mine.
He put his hands on my waist and pulled me towards him. He kissed me. I put my hands on his arms. His tongue slid into my mouth. I let it roll around with mine. He pulled back and smiled. "I ordered some pizza." He said, I didn't respond. I pulled him closer to me, until the fronts of our bodies were against each other. He put his left hand on the back of my head, running it through my wet hair. As I pulled him in, I put my head next to his so that our cheeks were touching. I felt him put his mouth on my ear lobe and it made me shudder. He moved down and kissed my neck; I laughed. "What?" he asked pulling back and looking at me. "That tickled." I said. He smiled. I leaned in and kissed him again. His lips were soft and smooth. He bit my lip a little.
Just then a loud, cracking thunder sounded out, making us both jump. "Did we do that?" he asked with a smirk. I laughed. "C'mon, lets go inside." He said. We walked out of the pool and picked up our clothes. "I'm gonna take a shower." I told him as I walked towards the stairs in the house. I looked back and smiled at him. In the shower I tried to think of a way to talk to Tommy about Kyle. "I've already told him so much crap. If I bust out with another, "I have to tell you something", or a, "We have to talk", he's gonna be like "What the hell?" I thought.
I put some shorts on and went downstairs after getting out of the shower. I walked to the living room and saw that Tommy wasn't in there. I looked over into the hall and saw the light in the bathroom on underneath the door. I went back to the living room and sat on the couch. I started flipping through the channels, not really looking for anything since I figured we would be watching a movie soon. A bolt of lightening lit the house momentarily and again, was followed by thunder. I turned around and looked outside. The pool light was still on; the pool wasn't visible, but I could see the bluish glow over the stairs of the patio. More lightening was followed by more thunder and soon, a thick mist of rain fell down. The weather crated an eerie setting outside. I turned back around and looked at the TV. There was a severe thunder storm warning scrolling across the bottom of the screen. I watched the list of cities and counties roll by, waiting to see if Dallas would show up. I lived in Irving, a city just outside of Dallas, but the storm would still affect us. Sure enough, Dallas County passed by. I wondered what Tommy was doing. I wasn't going to bother him, so I stayed on the couch until the doorbell rang. "Finally." I said. I opened the door to see a young, slightly attractive, but rather skinny but muscular guy standing with the pizza case. He was a few inches shorter than me and was soaking wet. "Good evening sir." He greeted me, only looking at my body instead of my face. "Hey." I replied. "Come on in."
He walked in. "Just put it on the coffee table." I told him. I went to the table by the stair case to grab my wallet. "How much?" I shouted out. "Umm, $21.90" he answered. I walked back to the living room. "Nice place." He said. "Thanks." I said. "What are you doing?" Tommy's voice boomed out from behind me. "Huh?" I asked. His hair was wet and was only in his shorts as well. He pulled his wallet out of his back pocket and handed the money to the pizza guy. His mouth was hanging open as he took the money from Tommy. "You can't pay for it." Tommy smiled at me. I looked back at the pizza guy who was looking back and forth at Tommy and me. I put my hand around Tommy's arm. "Keep the change Jon." Tommy said, looking at Jon's name tag. "Th- thank you." Jon stammered. "Thank you." Tommy said. I smiled at him as I ran my hand up and down Tommy's arm. "Yeah, thanks Jon." We all three stood there, Jon staring at us and us staring at him. "Umm, I better get going." Jon finally said and started backing up. He walked towards the door, and struggled with the handle before exiting.
I laughed as I grabbed Tommy's hand. "What was that all about?" he asked me. "He was totally crunching on us." I told him. "What? He was not." he said. "Yeah he was. Didn't you see the look on his face when you walked in?" I asked. "No, I was looking at you." He said. "Well, he was crunching, believe me." I said as I walked to the kitchen. I came back with the plates and napkins. Tommy put in a DVD; Dumb and Dumber. We ate and watched the movie. As we were lying on the couch, the phone rang. Tommy was lying on top of me and didn't want to move. "Let me answer it." I told him. "Man!" he whined. I picked up the phone, it was Aubrey. "What's up?" I said. "I talked to Kyle." She replied. "Already? That was quick. What did he say?" I asked her. Tommy looked at me. "He's up for it. He said that you're gonna owe him though." She said. "That's cool. Did you explain the whole pretend thing?" I asked her. "Yes. Did you talk to Thomas?" "No. I wasn't expecting this to happen so soon." I answered. "Well, tell him." She ordered. "I'm going to. I do have to go about this carefully you know. I don't exactly have the best way of explaining things to him." I said. "Whatever. Tell him and call me back so that I can get you and Kyle connected." Okay." I said.