By the time I finished telling Tommy all that had happened I felt drained. I don't think I've ever been more uncomfortable in my life; except for the first time I had sex with a girl that was really uncomfortable. There was an overwhelming silence, the kind where you start to hear ringing in your ears because it's too quiet. I turned to look at Tommy. "You know, you said you didn't care about Tanner but I feel like it's still bothering you or you're still thinking about it. I've told you I'm sorry, and really, you don't know how bad I feel Tommy. I just don't know what else to tell you, at least not right now." I said
Tommy looked at me. "I don't know what else to say either. It just feels surreal. Tanner being gay, you having sex with him, even us being together. But he is gay, and yall did have sex, and we are together." He turned onto his side facing me and ran his left hand through his hair, something I noticed he did when he was thinking hard. "It's just it's hard Collin." I scooted over to him, grabbed his hand from his hair and held it in mine. "But the important thing is that I'm still here, next to you." He said. I smiled and I think he smiled too. He moved in and took me in his arms, then found my lips with his. I think we fell asleep kissing because that's the last thing I remember.
The sound of the shower running woke me up the next day. I looked over at the clock, it was 10 a.m. I got up and went into the bathroom. The smell of Garnier Fructis was lingering in the air. I looked into the glass shower and saw Tommy with his eyes closed, washing his hair. I took a piss and brushed my teeth, the regular morning routine. I was drying my face off as Tommy was getting out of the shower. I looked up to see him wrapping a towel around his waist in the mirror. "Morning." He said. I turned around and smiled at him. "Good morning." I replied. He walked up to me and put his hands on either side of my face and softly kissed me. He pulled away and walked out of the bathroom. "Thank you God!" I thought. I was hoping things would have cooled down over the night, and it seemed they had. "Are you hungry?" I asked him. "Oh no, you're not cooking today." He yelled out. I was fixing to ask why when he appeared at the door. "I'm cooking for you today." "You can cook?" I asked, a little more surprised than I should have. "I can try." He smiled and slipped out of the door. I could feel the look of confusion was still on my face. "Hurry and get in the shower." Tommy shouted.
I went down to the kitchen after I got dressed and it didn't smell too bad, or at all. Tommy looked hard at work, the bacon was sizzling, eggs cooking, and bread in the toaster. "Ah, shit!" he said pulling his hand away from the stove. I think some bacon grease flew on him. I chuckled at him sucking on his finger. He looked up at me and smiled. "You didn't see that." He said. Breakfast was pretty good. After wards we sat in the living room and watched TV, the usual.
"I'm not gonna go with you to meet Kyle." Tommy said to me unexpectedly. "Why?" I asked him. "Because it doesn't really matter to me anymore." He said. "What doesn't matter?" I asked. "Well, I only wanted to meet him after you told me about Tanner, and I'm okay now. So you go and do your thing, and I'll be here, waiting for you." He told me. "Kyle said he wanted to meet you too." I protested. "Don't worry, I can meet him later. Just have fun, I guess." He said. "Um, okay." I mumbled.
I parked at the curb in front of Williams Square. Let me explain a little, Williams Square is actually three quarters of a square formed by the Williams Building, which is really 3 buildings; a tall one and two shorter ones, one on either side of the tall one. In the center of the "square", are the Mustangs of Las Colinas, which is a fountain showing a herd of mustangs running through a stream. The missing side of the square is open to the street where passing cars and pedestrians can view the Mustangs.
I looked around for Kyle, which wasn't simple since the square is a rather large area and tourists from Dallas are sometimes there. I spotted him in front of the left building, sitting on a bench. I walked over to him. As I was approaching he looked up and smiled. Kyle was better looking than I had remembered. He was about my height, dirty blonde with hazel eyes, and from what I could tell, had a nice body underneath the red t-shirt and khaki shorts he had on. "Hi." He said rising to his feet. "Hi." I said back. For a minute we both stood there smiling at each other. It had the similar feeling of a blind date. "Well," he said. "How are we gonna take care of your little problem?" "Well, to be honest I haven't given it much thought. But it's really pretty simple, you just have to pretend to be my boyfriend until this Tanner guy leaves me alone." I thought for a second. "Actually, it's not gonna be so simple." I added. Kyle smiled and we started walking.
I explained Tanner to him; his behavior, his attitude, his innate ability to get me to do whatever he wanted. I also explained his history with Tommy and the position that Tommy would be in if Tanner found out about us. "Wow, Tanner sounds like a real asshole." Kyle said. "Well, I guess he's really not, he just missed the opportunity. Because I honestly can't say that if I wasn't with Tommy I wouldn't have given Tanner a chance, you know?" I said. I saw Kyle nod his head out of the corner of my eye. I felt guilty that I had actually entertained the thought for a few moments. "Tommy's your first boyfriend, huh?" Kyle asked. I looked at him. "Yeah, how'd you know?" I asked. "Because I cheated on my first boyfriend a week after we were official. But you, two days, I think that's a record." He said smiling. I laughed a little. "Don't worry," he said, "it's always hard the first time through. After a while you'll get used to having someone around. Then, it's hard when they're not there anymore, and you have to go back to the old feelings." Kyle was looking at the ground as he finished talking. "Do you mind if I ask you something ?" I said stopping to look at him. "If I mind I won't answer." He replied. "What happened?" I asked. He stood there in front of me. "Sorry." I apologized. "Don't be. If you're going to be my boyfriend for the next indeterminable amount of time, you should get to know me, right?" he said. I smiled and he started us walking again.
"I was friends with this guy, Mark. We'd first met freshman year of high school. Junior year we started hanging out, more and more. One night that summer he told me that he had never had a friend like me. That with me, he felt different. I told him I felt the same way. He ended up staying the night at my house, and when we were in bed that night, he grabbed my hand and held it. Then he told me that he felt something for me, something strange. One thing led to another and I ended up taking his virginity, the gay one. We were inseparable senior year. To anyone that didn't know, we were best friends. After graduation he told me that it was over because he didn't want to be held back from enjoying his college years. He wanted to have fun and couldn't do that if he had a boyfriend."
I walked along side him, starting to feel bad for asking. "I was okay though." He said. "Funny thing is, an old friend who goes to school with him told me he has a kid now." He said as he turned to look at me. We walked quietly for a few minutes, the sound of splashing water echoing in the air. "Wasn't Tommy supposed to come?" he broke the silence. I had completely forgotten. "Oh yeah, he had to take care of some things. You'll meet him later." I said. "I hope this comes out okay, for the both of you." Kyle said. "Really?" I asked. "Yeah, the two of you sound like a good deal." I smiled at his comment." Thanks." I said.
Kyle and I said our goodbyes as we each got into our cars, and I told him to call me. I drove home thinking about our conversation. Kyle was a pretty nice guy, how Mark could do that to him was beyond me. But then how I could cheat on Tommy was beyond me too.
I saw Tommy's truck was still in the drive way, which was kind of a relief. I walked into the house and saw Tommy sitting on the couch with the TV on mute. "What's wrong?" I asked him. He looked up at me. "Tanner called." He said bitterly. "Damn't." I thought. "What did he say?" I asked. "He asked where you were, and then asked why I was alone at your house. He said he wanted to make sure yall were still on for today. What's goin on today?" he asked me accusingly. "Before you gat mad at me let me explain." I said. I sat next to him on couch. "He called yesterday, trying to get me to go out with him, but I told him no, I think." "You think?" he asked. "Well I didn't say yes." I told him. "But you didn't say no either." "Tommy, I'm not going out with him. Besides, we have Kyle now." I added. Tommy sighed, and leaned back into the couch. "Sorry. I didn't mean to get worked up. I just heard his voice and..." He trailed off. "Don't worry. It's gonna be okay." I said to him. "Why did you tell him you were alone?" I asked. "Even if Tanner doesn't know about us, that doesn't mean that I have to hide my friendship with you." He said.
I leaned over and unzipped his shorts. Pushing my hand inside, I found he wasn't wearing any underwear. I looked at him and saw him looking back at me. I started rubbing his flaccid cock, feeling it start to awaken as it grew in my hand. I unbuttoned his shorts and exposed his hard member, seeing it pop up. I leaned down and took him in my mouth, sliding down until I felt him push past my throat. I heard Tommy moan when my lips reached the hilt of his shaft. He put his left hand on the back of my neck and started moving me up and down. Slowly pulling me up to the tip of his head and pushing me all the way down again. I cupped his balls in my left hand and began stroking his dick with my right when he pulled me up.
Tommy lifted my head and brought my lips to his. He slid his tongue in my mouth, aggressively kissing me. I was still jacking him off slowly, as he put his hand around mine a started thrusting into it. Tommy backed away and pulled my shirt off, and started kissing my neck. He slowly moved down, dragging his tongue along my skin, and sending goose bumps across my body. He grabbed my crotch and I instantly felt myself get hard. He pulled down my basketball shorts and started sucking my dick through my boxers. He pulled those down and took me into his mouth. The warm feeling was amazing and all the resistance from wanting to touch him yesterday made me want to explode right there. I leaned down and took his dick in my mouth, putting us in the sixty-nine position.
Tommy pulled off my shoes and threw my shorts and boxers to the side. I felt him spread my ass and scoot up a little. I was deep-throating his eight incher when I felt his tongue move from the place underneath my balls to my ass. I shivered and kept ravagely blowing him. I let out a moan when he slowly slid a finger into my ass. I lost track of what I was doing as he started pumping his finger in and out of me. I only remembered I was sucking his dick after he pushed my head back onto it.
Tommy pulled me off of him and laid me down on the couch as he got onto his knees in between my legs and leaned over me. I took his shirt off and pulled his shorts down to his knees. He leaned down and kissed me as I felt him positioning the head of his cock to the opening of my ass. "God, Tommy, I want you so fuckin bad." I told him as I slid my hands down his smooth back and his firm ass. Simultaneously, he pushed and I pulled him into me. I felt the walls inside me expand as his dick slid into me with ease. "Oh God!" he moaned, when I felt that he had his entire length in me. He rested there for a minute; holding himself up on his hands with his dick inside of me, throbbing from the constriction. He opened his eyes and looked down at me. This was his first time fucking a guy, me. He smiled at me and I smiled back. Slowly, he pulled his cock out, until only his head was in me. Then suddenly, he slammed it back into me, and began thrusting, making me moan loudly.
I squeezed his ass in my hands, then started running them along his back. I could feel his muscles moving with each push and pull. Tommy kept his pace that way; pulling out to his head and ramming it back in, all the while grunting and breathing heavy. He grabbed my legs and pulled them to his chest. He looked down; I suppose to watch his dick disappearing in and out of me. Tommy grit his teeth while swearing aloud and I could tell he was getting close. "Ah, fuck!" he said as he threw his head back and squeezed his eyes shut. The veins in his neck and arms became more visible as his pumping became erratic. The striations in his pecs and shoulders showed from the tension building in his body.
With one final thrust, he exploded inside me. The warmth of his squirtation leaving his pulsating cock was enough to send long, thick streams of hot cum shooting from my dick and onto my chest and stomach, and parts of the couch. Tommy moved down and lapped at some of the cum on my stomach. He came up and kissed me. I have to say that normally I didn't enjoy tasting my own cum, but with Tommy I didn't care. After tongue wrestling with me for a few minutes, he pulled away and looked at me. "Not bad for your first time." I said, smiling as I ran my left hand through his hair; damp from sweat. He smiled back at me and licked his lips. "Thanks." He replied, looking proud, the way a guy does after he knows he just had good sex.
We went upstairs and took a hot, steamy shower together; inappropriately lathering and rinsing each other. Afterwards, we laid together on the bed, in one another's arms. I know, it sounds corny, but Tommy was my first actual boyfriend. And I couldn't remember the last time I was this happy. "I can get used to this." I said to him as I was running my hand through his hair. He smiled at me, his green eyes looking deeply at me. "Me too." He said back. I kissed him and pulled him closer to me, taking in his warmth and his familiar scent. I was drifting into a very comfortable sleep when the phone rang. Tommy groaned as I moved to get up. "Babe, just let it ring." He told me. I slapped him on his butt and reached for the phone. "Hello?" I said into the receiver. "What happened to you calling me, Collin?" it was Tanner.